today...

today is the day that my whole life was supposed to change. i've tried not to think about it, to push it out of my mind, to forget about it...but i can't. it's here, it's in front of me...today was the day, it will always be the day that was supposed to be.

i'd like to tell you it's all i think about, but it's not, not anymore. every day that has passed has made the disappointment, the loss, the emptiness, the hurt, the anger a little easier to swallow. my heart is not completely healed, but the hole has filled just enough to make it bearable.

my life has changed now, even if it wasn't for today.